48 hours and counting

48 hours to go & I'm on a plane!
WHOOOO
Been a long time a coming let me tell you that.
We've had full moon syndrome with mother, so she's not been a lot of fun for the last few days!
But then she's never what I'd call fun.
Weirdly she did have her moments when she had her marbles.
I can't say a ready sense of humour or quick witted that must have went to Uncle and mother got the hard work money making genes!
She always maintained if you were good at Maths you were clever and if you were good at English you were a dunce, which meant I was on a hiding to nothing, suffer from discalulia ( excuse spell after all I do have dyslexic probs) which is a problem with numbers, and yes I do still panic about them. Saying that eldest sister isn't too shabby with numbers but she wasn't favoured either!
So technically no reasoning behind her thoughts except she was good at numbers her brother was very good at English, in fact Uncle wrote poetry etc and in a way I think she was jealous of that, not that she genuinely thought you needed to be good at numbers to make it in the world!
My brother is under going quadruple by pass on Wednesday, so shall visit him today so I can see him before I go. Should anything go wrong with him, I shall have myself convinced I cannot go away from home, as remember October when I tried to have a short break on Skye? Yep brother in law died. But he needs the op , surgeon has said if he doesn't he'll have another heart attack and it shall be fatal.
So all healing vibes towards him please!