Thank crunchy

I am glad today is Friday.
Started with mother being on the floor first thing.
She was fine, mobility issue, & she probably was up to something she shouldn't have been!
She doesn't help you pick her up, and 81/2 stone is a dead weight!
Don't care what dietitian said, she should try and pick her up, as I'd hate to think she would be like if she weighed more than now. I'm sure a sack of coal would be easier to lift!
Work, ah well, don't get me started on the whole concept of management!
Also I've dropped 7k pa because of Occ. Health's idea of me being on 3 days for a wee while & work finding it easier if I did this for a whole year rather than part.
HR knew I was in mood and even came to check on me, but he was told to leave me well alone.
I do wish folk would, when I'm on a downer I do need left,as I will swing from ready to burst into tears or fly off the handle. Oh the joys of having had a stroke, mood swings.
If this is temporary why haven't stopped now? Nearly a year.
I know body now must tr and get used to not having mood enhancing pills.
I know I went off them a the wrong time, but I didnt know my family life thanks to a stupid sister might implode.
At the moment in time the implosion hasn't happened it's just been put on hold, but, still being stressed with this trust malarky. I can't be trusted but I am the eejit fighting to keep things going on as normal.
I will explain everything at some stage but not just now, can't give you any detailed info just now.
Eldest sister has more or less stated she'd not baby sit in October , not like I'd planned to go away but it be nice just for a day or so to sleep elsewhere.
mind you this weekend will result with me doing as little as possible as I feel drained, so why I think I'd have energy in 2 weeks is beyond me!
Days of Awe have started, from whom would I seek forgiveness from? Probably a good few folk, but I feel more need to say sorry to me first.
Here's to a stress free weekend, I hope!