Thank goodness

It's the weekend, it's Yom Kippur and hey presto I am now counting down the days till I get,a week off work. Feel like I am lurching from one holiday to another and that's going to keep me sane , well sane-ish, lol.
Totally fed up , have nowt to look forward to.
It's not the being alone that bothers me,I am quite happy that way but, there's nowt to look forward to, ok with last proper pay cheque I bought my plane ticket to no2 son's next year.
It's 280 days if you are wondering !
But in general, Theres nowt, nada.

The way I've been feeling won't bode well when I head back to neurology.
Very nice Regisrar called tonight, way later than I thought he would, in fact didnt think I'd get a call, just expected the letter stating, Come, MRI time.
He's a sweet wee geek, like him, we had a conversation about gadgets last time.
He'll love the idea that in ours we have a Playbook, iPad,kindle etc, between sister and I the love of gadgets is legendary in the family, needless to say neither of us can really use anythin we buy, but we just LIKE gadgets!
My life is now revolving round them. Currently I've got her iPad , which hate to tell her she's not getting back as I like it, find it easier than the Playbook she bought me.
Why is my life revolving round gadgets?
Bar when at work,it seems the only way I am conversIng with people is via the gadget medium. I can go days and not have proper conversations which don't take place via one.
What did I do befoe?
Would I feel lonely if I didn't have the gadgets? Don't know , I suppose before the kids where young.life seemed to stretch, new visions seemed possible.
Now not so.
I sometimes feel cheated or I walked down the wrong fork in the road when it appeared.
And no, I am not looking for sympathy ,no point.
I am convinced that the chemicals that swirl in my head have decided to play silly devils with me for the time being, and hopefully it will kick itself into the correct alinement.
Today I am grateful it's Friday, no work for 2 days. That is all.unless of course I wake tomorrow as a multiple millionaire as I'd won the euro lotto!