Ok, mood swings, not the thing you need for Hogmanay or Ne'erday!
Had a great am/afternoon with bff, having a laugh/ lunch and what have you.
Did a good deed for eldest sister, getting her a new TV (in sale & on a credit card,lol) as her old one had seen its day and she does baby sit for me.
But once home with mother who wouldn't settle, and nothing worthwhile to distract me, etc it did get to the stage I went on a downer.
Couldn't get into kitchen, they can't share, I was getting angry so withdrew.
Even as simple as a cuppa became a chore to do.
Errant daughter in her wisdom didn't spend Hogmanay in her new business, oh heaven help them if they had to work at it. She's in this am and looks hellish and yet this is the image they portray... hungover staff.
But oh I am a crusty old fart and I know nothing about image of course!
Only that image is everything and they won't get repeat trade , we ALWAYS had repeat trade, in fact still in contact with said repeat trade now on a social level and they used them once and won't again, because of the attitude of them.
Think what's got to me this time, its the first never worked in 25 years, errant daughter didn't give a monkeys what I was up to, no invite etc, doesn't see what is happening under her nose. But if I ignore her needs heaven help me! Friends assumed the odd text/ bbm was fine, oh whoopee do dah.
Truly I don't want to know what you got up to or was getting up to, when you have enforced solitude its not fun.
Annoying sister, she disappeared and I know she wasn't in her flat all night, she went out, she didn't come near ( she will to annoy you any other time) nor did she phone.
Where did I get my best interaction from?
Flaming Canada, come on, the gang out there where keeping me in a loop which must have been hard for them to do, and also the twitterverse, without them both, live last night would be shitty.
So new years resolution for 2012?
I am so not bothering about people that don't bother about me, why should I make the effort?
I hope 2012 brings me something I want or things I want not always me helping/ doing stuff for others all the time, come on 2012 meet me half way!
I think it is such a horrible time of year, I went to bed mid evening as I was fed up sitting up on my own, OH on computer and watching sport.....wished each other HNY at 12, then slept... Today mum round, had a curry and a migraine... Never mind, has to get better, hasn't it?
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