Sorry

Tis been a while, I know, I kind of go onto writer's block and can't blog!
Then I have good ideas to write about then don't have the energy or I forget what I have decided is a good thing to write about!
Lots of things have got me in the news recently.
But then this would become very political if I started about Cardinal Keith Patrick O'Brien and how I feel he is so wrong with his attitudes. Maybe he wants the top job, and takes the party line, but he's annoying me!
Just are the views about devolution coming from non SNP members or Prime Minister etc who don't understand the Scottish mentality. I know they set up the Scottish Parliament in a manner than not one party could take control and the SNP came along and one term in office meant the next time they didn't need to worry about a majority as they wiped out other parties that they made a mockery of the checks that had been in place about one party ruling! We like to prove people wrong when they poo hoo us!
Or Curriculum for Excellence and how they don't know what they are doing and there are no materials in place for it to happen.
Or the fact though I did a good deed for someone, at times I feel I am being railroaded into other good deeds when I know I shouldn't be doing them, as I don't have the energy or funding. But hey ho.... I doubt very much its appreciated.
A wee thank you or acknowledgement would be nice, I am investing emotional energy and I don't want to loose my cool and let them know how I am feeling, just yet!
Actually take that back, they probably wouldn't get it even if I lost my cool!
Also my bff is off in April to start a new life, I don't grudge that, but I shall miss them.
Mother btw is as normal, though I am sure we are sliding into stage 5, bff asked how I could change dirty nappies, why not in a home? I just went , you get used to it and in a home, would she get the level of care? Yes its tiring, but my conscience wouldn't allow me at this time to send her away, maybe when she needs 24/7 nursing care, maybe then.
A colleague at work has had bad news re one of her parents, and the other has stage 1 dementia. So a double whammy. In a way my situation is easier than theirs, I am not coping with the 2 hellish things at worse, I have blocked out the crap happening with sister as its the best way and we don't know when the situation will escalate when our lives will implode because of her stupid actions, she still thinks she's an innocent victim of circumstance, while I think shes greedy and stupid!
Hey ho, not a good blog I know!
But its how I feel.
C'est la vie and all that cubbins!